I love who I choose

I stare at the words on my forearm. The other said "May the well never dry." However it was these words that i read over and over. 

It implies I have a choice in who I love. I never do. Given a choice I would not love my current crush so fiercly. I would choose someone who at least paid some attention to me.

I love who I choose.

Those words couldn't be a bigger lie